Glory to the Spoons!

So, I think I'm gonna finish it. Like, really, actually finish it. That'll be a first for me. *fingers crossed*

....of course, that doesn't mean that the damn thing will be any good. My pacing is a mess and my characters keep drifting, and I guess it's a good thing that it's already well in excess of 20K, because I'm gonna need to do a serious hack-job on this monster once it's done.

And of course, it's Dean/OMC, so I'm all paranoid that nobody will want to read it if Dean's not paired with a canon character. Seriously, if I could have figured out a way to make this story work with a canon character, I would have, but I couldn't.

Man. I'm so freaking stressed about this thing, you have no idea.



They spend most of the fall in this town with pretensions of being a city somewhere in southern Wyoming, doing research. Or, well, Dad spends it doing research and Dean spends it going slowly out of his mind with boredom. --From Chapter 5 of the Monster Fic from Hell

So, I guess I need a beta reader for my Big Bang fic. I have never once in my life used a beta reader and have absolutely no idea how I should go about finding one, so if anybody on my flist can point me in the right direction, I will be eternally grateful.

/n00b

I've just signed up for the SPN Big Bang. I must be losing my mind.